Living Together

Renting a condo together is a major headache when you know that your fellow live-in mates are not as clean as you. I feel so ARGH!!! It's really, really depressing when they just use your things without your permission and in the end, damaging your personal belongings.

It is not that I would want to be negative-thinking or being articulate in calculating every single thing about the condo we shared since the first day. But you've gotta know the rules of living together! You should know when to clean the living room or the kitchen when it is dirty. You should know when to compromise with one another while sharing the utilities in the kitchen.

I wouldn't mind providing majority of the things in the kitchen but I do mind if you do not handle my belongings with care. I can be friendly and kind when I want to, but I can be nasty at the same time! Mind you, I am not a person to be bullied all the time. I don't mind cooking for you but you know who you are, can't you offer to wash the utensils and plates? I don't mind counting you in for dinner when I cook, but when it's your turn to cook, did you ever ask me to join you? How self-centered you guys can be.

My pot is rusty now. My microwaveable bowl has broken into halves. The floor at the living hall is full of hair and dust. Just because you did not bother to throw the rubbish at the kitchen's dustbin, now the kitchen is full of flying bugs! You did not even bother to wash the kitchen sink. You did not even to wash the dish bearer that I bought ever since I placed it there since April.

I don't mind you taking my food but at least let me know! I don't mind you using my SUNFLOWER oil but please kindly replace it with another bottle of SUNFLOWER oil and NO other brands like KNIFE or Neptune! I don't mind you taking my dried chilli, but PLEASE kindly ask me before you take it as you wish! I don't mind you taking my LOVE LETTERS biscuits, but please tell me. I don't mind you using my RM200+ stainless steel wok, but please handle it with care and use only the wooden spatula!! I don't mind you using my rice-cooker, please wash it as soon as possible and don't leave it in the sink for more than a day!

I am going to be paranoid to see my live-in mates behaving like that. Sigh... It's a disaster for me.

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ipoh Makes Me FAT FAT!!

Each time I make a trip back to Ipoh, I will gain a KG or two without fail. Is it that fattening to indulge in my hometown's delicacies? *Sigh*

It's sickening to carry this mentality with me. I just do not know why. Each time I nibble or put my teeth on any cravings in my home sweet home, I knew I am going to put back the weight I lost last week. *DAMN* it! I am going to do something about my cravings!

Thank goodness I am now back to Klang Valley. And I am going to be lost in the world of busy-ness at my usual visits at hospitals. Thus, I will be forgetting all about food but SALES! *Smirking*

What the hell did I consume today? I felt so bloated at this moment. Ahh... I recall the bowl of prawn mee at 11am, a glass of milk at 3pm and curry chicken at 6:30pm. Oh goodness, if my nutritionist was to find out that I have consumed endless fattening food, she will chop me into pieces. Hahahaha....

I was supposed to avoid all fried, oily and carbohydrates to put me back in shape like last year! Yeah, I weighed only 52KG last year. What the hell did I do to myself and end up at a 59KG after hospitalisation for my slipped disc?

7KG is way too bizarre and I could not accept that fact! To lose the 7KG, dieting plus some professional help is the only way. My stubborn cellulite couldnt just vanish overnight. Exercising is a no-no for me since I have protruded my discs!

I've only lost 2 KG so far.. I have 5 more KG to reach my target goal! How? How? How? I don't even dare to return to Ipoh for this period of time. I have to reach my target goal before my convocation on 22nd Sept. I need to look the best for all my pictures!

Help me!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY

I wanna SHOUT aloud and sing this little song..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!

Yeah! It's my mummy's 47th birthday and I am glad that she is still strong and healthy under the protection of Daddy God. Love you so much, Mummy. Always and Forever.

P.S. Kevin also loves you a lot too, Mummy!

(We all know that this is a private blog which my mum will not find out!) :)

Squeezing the Brain Juice

It's been long since I've poured what I felt about something private or personal ever since I discovered blogspace 2 years ago. Today, I think I have decided to break all the rules and penetrate deep into my personal thoughts which I have longed to spill the beans out from my juicy brains!

I'm just oh so drained from my work today. It's been a very long day of work. I wished I could fly without driving for long hours. Yeah, I know, it's only an hour plus to reach Seremban from Kay Elle. Yet, I had to drive the boring speed of 100 or 110kph as my boss was with me today. I didn't want to speed as if I was driving a Ferrari or else my boss would start yakking away about how dangerous it is to speed and so forth.

Seremban.Yea, what about it? So what about Seremban? Yea, I was hunting for my key doctors in Hospital Tuanku Jaafar Seremban with my boss. Walking around with an eechie beechie pain at my little toes due to the working shoes i wore. Urgh! Some key doctors were there, some were not. Detailing to a doctor when your boss is around is something not natural! I was so stiff and pretending that I normally detail it that way. I can't be natural when my boss is standing next to me, listening to every word you discussed with the doctor.

Sigh. My boss gave good advices. Swallowed them with a pretty face and an optimistic smile in order to accept positive criticism. That's what bosses are for, giving guidance throughout your employment period. Filtering your mistakes from the boss' boss and the boss' boss' boss. Dizzy huh? Every company has an organization chart where people report to people report to people and to up up up up people. Ah... mind my language. It's totally broken due to unforeseen exhaustion at this crucial moment.

With a lack of sleep due to a sudden attack from the mozzies. God knows where they came from. Not only that, my mama called me at 2am in the morning just to inform me that my beloved maternal grandpa has been admitted to the ICU at Pantai Ipoh. He had difficulty in breathing due to water retention in his lungs. However, Dr did mentioned that he has overcome the critical moment and his condition is considered stable now. Yet, he is still asleep, relying on a machine. Dr said he will sleep at least 2 days. Perhaps when he wakes up, Dr could only further assess what's really the problem for a 91 year old man like my grandpa!

Crossing fingers hard, praying to my dear Heavenly Father from above. Will my Daddy God listen to my prayers? Did He listen to my cries at 2:30am this morning? I yearn to see my grandpa's birthday celebration this coming October! He will be 91 years old! I want to see him live! Live longer for he hasn't had the chance to know the Lord. I love my grandpa even though he has 28 grandchildren including myself. I just love my grandpa. God, please look after my grandpa, will You?

Till then, I will spill more about my personal life. You should be lucky if you're one of the few to get this private blogspot. Keep me in prayers.