October's supposed to seem enthusiastic. But I don't seem to feel right.
It's the last quarter of the year and it's 2 months away from Christmas. I am still feeling weird. Peculiar. Bizarre. Whatever it takes to describe how I felt right now.
Today is Justin Johnson's birthday. Ya, it's been a long time since I called him on the phone. And I did it today. Glad to hear from him and I hope he reaches London safely in 13 hours' time.
I am in a strict dilemma. A few people is offering to move out to their place but I do not know how. I have yet to discuss this with my housemates nor my boyfriend. The only reason why I am seeking a new place is COST. Yes, this 4 letter word is driving me insane to save up as much as I can for the rainy days.
On the other hand, my friends are encouraging me to stay with a Christian home so that I won't go astray. Some are encouraging me to move if I want to live in a cheaper budget and I don't need to worry about the bills and so forth.
I don't know. It's only October. It's too early to talk about moving elsewhere and at the same time, I don't have the guts to MOVE in and out. I hate to MOVE. The amount of things in the room is simply terrifying for a young lady like me.
Not for the moment. I just don't like the idea of moving even though I know I have to save up as much as I can.