Wild goose chase

I can't write this in xanga. I am devastated. Grudging feelings and gnawing over the sales targets that I have. I am supposed to hit a certain amount every quarter. This Friday will be the closing of Quarter 1's sales. I am 7.5% away from hitting 100%. 7.5% means RM60,000.

I am on a wild goose chase. Day and night I pray and hope to achieve my sales target for the first quarter. Sigh.

The only hospital who can help me right now is my only key account (UMMC). Uncle Leong is the only one who can help me in purchasing the extra lot.

Sigh.

I can only hope. I can only pray.

God will you help me?

The Whole Wide World (WWW) of Relationships

Valentine's Day has passed. The word "love" or "roses" have seemed to fade away now. However, I just feel agitated to talk more regarding relationships. So be it.

It's funny to see how relationships work (and those that don't). Relationships are all around us. Everywhere. Commercials, movies and TV programs are built on them. We ponder about them, discuss about them and experience them. Perhaps, the first two? Not many of us have embraced significant relationships, though we may desire to.

Relationships are one of the most significant elements of life (H.N. Wright, 1998). Even Max Lucado expressed in his own unique way that a relationship is the delicate fusion of two human beings. The intricate weaving of two lives; two sets of moods, mentalities and temparements. Two intermingling hearts, both seeking solace and security from each other.

Even in the bible, we come across "It is not good for the man to be alone" based on Genesis 2:18.
Many will say, 'It takes 2 hands to clap'. I simply agree with it. But how? How does a couple expand their horizon by strengthening their relationship or marriages beyond their complacent zone?

Bunking together

Burger King @ KLIA and I am feeding two guys here..

Look at the HUNGRY hin loong...

TZE! I dunno what is he doing here in the towel...
Oh my...

It was a great bunk over at Church during the weekend. Thank you guys for back-uping and playing the instruments for me. If it's not for you all plus God's glory and grace, I wouldn't have worship lead well. Amen!!!

My birthday is coming in 3 days' time. I hope I will get lots of surprises and yet, I feel sad cos i am getting older. Sigh... Oh well...

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Blissful marriage turns wreckage

I believe every family has a dirty laundry to clean. Whether it is big or small, there is something for you to clear off. However, will a blissful marriage turns into a wreckage after some time?

Today my cousin sister, M, broke the news to my mum that she wanna divorce with her husband. I paused to think a while. Gosh! (*breathing even harder to listen to what my mum says)

"Your cousin sister could not withhold the husband's temper and all the hurtful words he said during arguments."

Just a little story about her for you to understand...
I was speechless. I knew the marriage was shaken off. I would not want to name them to respect their privacy. M was married to J when she was only 21 in July 1999. I was already in shock when she told me the decision to marry at such a young age. In July 2000, she became a mother of a bright daughter (who is 7 now).
M was indeed enjoying her first few years of marriage until she had an affair in year 2004. Her husband didn't suspect her at all because he was outstation all the time. The flings came and gone for good. None of her flings lasted long. She was soon trapped in a not-so-happy-family. Her husband threw things at her during arguments. The bad temper was unbearable until the daughter knew how to scold his father "Daddy naughty! Daddy bully mummy!".
M just gave birth to her 2nd daughter in March last year. From the outside, they really resembled a happy family. But if you scrutinize properly, it just reminds you of the hot series of Desperate Housewives.

I am not sure how far this marriage of M & J will be taken to but I do not hope to witness another divorce in my extended family. I wish they had knew Christ at this stage. At least I know they can surrender all this to Lord Jesus Christ to fix it.

Coming to this point, how do we measure a successful marriage? Will the children continue to bless their parents with everlasting joy and help the parents overcome any stress? Divorce rates are increasing each year in this nation. If this is frightening, how do we encourage young adults to tie the knot successfully? This is no wonder people are delaying their marriages or rather remain celibate or single.

I do not want to remain dry and long-winded in this entry. Somehow it just turns out to be mind-boggling after hearing the news from my mum. It is tough to wish someone an eternal blissful marriage these days.

22 months with Kev

It's been 22 months since the day Kev held my hands for the very 1st time. Time flies.

"Happy 1 year 10 months, Darling! "

Since everyone here knows about Kev and I. I am just here to announce to so many of you... okay.. 10 of you who knew my personal blog will get to see this.

Kev and I got to know each other in Wijaya tuition centre in Ipoh back in 1999. Those days we were started of as acquaintances, dying hard to snap at each other with sarcasm. Squabbling almost about everything until I cursed him that his future wife will be a "babi betina" (female pig). As usual, squabbles led onto a secured friendship where it led on to Mr Kevin Quah falling in love with me.

To cut the story short today, I rejected him 3 times altogether (1999, 2000 & 2001) before he succeeded in capturing my whole heart in 2005. And here we are, very deeply passionate for each other, and hoping that this journey will never ever ends here.

Continue to pray for Kevin and I, as we are seriously looking into a long term partnership here. Yes, we meant it for life.

Please uphold us in prayers. We really do need the prayers. Thanks a lot, buddies.

Wedding Bells

Do you all feel the urge or the pressure when your friends are telling you they are about to marry?


Minnie, my colleague is getting married. Florence, my former high school classmate is engaged. Soo,my colleague might be planning with Wee Jin about it. Sue Ann, my former high school classmate is engaged. Bee Wen, my cousin is registering next week and the dinner banquet will be end of this year.

Hmmm....


To me, I too wanna get married but not now. It is just too young for me since I am only 23 right now. If my husband-to-be is filthy rich and wants me to get married right now, I do not mind as long as I am being able to survive under his protective wings. Who doesn't want to live a good life? You tell me.


At this tender age, I am still struggling to maintain a steady career with a big fat paycheck that I am yearning for.

Looking at all these pics below makes me feel wanna get married so soon! Even sooner!!!



Kevin and I has come to a consensus that it will take at least 3 more years before we decide to register and do the traditional wedding ceremony. Well, he has 1 more year to complete his degree. He needs another 2 years to settle down his engineering career. However, it will all depends on our prayers and your prayers as well to keep our relationship strong. I am just hoping that if all goes well, at the age of 26, I am officially a MRS. Unless, he calls it off and do not want me to be his future wife. (*Dreams away to never never land....)

To my friends: If you do not see me planning any marriage at the age of 26, please do not hesitate to introduce some good and eligible bachelors to me. Make sure he is a faithful Christian with a steady career and average looking too!! I do not want to be an old spinster! I need to be a good wife at the right age! (*Giggles*)

These rings are bought last year and it has the "KEVGRACE" engraved on each ring.

Hand in hand, Kevin and I will stay strong in His Name and in our names... =)